My heart is sinking..

It feels heavy..

And it goes on every night..

There's nothing to mourn about..

Perhaps it's just loneliness..

So now I need 'noise' around me?

Yes I do..

In dire need of clamourous human chatter

and not the wheezy sound of the fan

nor the cacophonous sound of insects at night

argh.......I wanna S-C-R-E-A-M!!!!